I had a very frustrating experience at work the other day.
I tried my best to remain calm at the moment, but as soon as I left the building, got into my beloved Swissport car parked in the parking lot, and took a breath, tears started to well up.
I started the engine, set my destination as home as usual, caught my breath as best I could, and said, "Calm down. Calm down.I tell myself over and over again, "I'm going to start the car.
."If you're sobbing at a stoplight in the middle of the day, it's embarrassing, don't cry." and grips the steering wheel firmly, concentrating on the clutch and shifting.
But when I let up, the frustration comes back and tears well up again.
If I had aIf I had not been used to driving a manual transmission vehicle, I might have been able to concentrate on the clutch and shifting.But now that I can drive like I can breathe in and out (laughs), I feel frustrated all over again.
If I had cried tears of frustration at work when I was as young as in my twenties, I would still have done so, but at forty, I can't believe I'm going through this. I'm sure the driver of the car ahead of me at the time looked in his rearview mirror and saw that the driver was sobbing.What the hell? What happened? Don't crash into me in the middle of nowhere!I think he must have been scared... (I'm so sorry.)
After 40 minutes of crying and driving for 40 minutes, I was able to regain my composure by the time I got off the highway IC and arrived home. My head was clear and my mind was as clear as the blue sky that day.
I thought at the time.
."Ah, cars are so nice.And.
In the car, you are the only one in the space. There is no one but yourself. That is why I thought it was a precious space where I could face myself, expose my true feelings, and so on (of course, I had to concentrate on driving).
I have heard people say several times that they go for a drive when they are frustrated or want to be alone, but I had only thought, "Oh well - I guess I get in the car to relieve stress.
But "You're not talking about simply getting in the car to relieve stress.This time, I realized that "the first time I saw the world, I was very impressed with the quality of the products.
His current car, Swisspo, is a fun car to drive.
Usually, I'd say, "All right, let's run together!The car gives me the feeling of "I'm in control," and I can enjoy driving with the car. The ability to drive the car the way you want to and the pleasant sound of the engine are incomparable pleasures.
However, the other day, Swisspo didn't insist on running, but just felt like he was sticking around until I felt comfortable, and I couldn't help but whisper, "Thank you. (...you're in a lot of trouble, aren't you?)
Many people consider cars that enjoy driving and sports cars to be a waste of money because they are less practical and more of a hobby. But "It's something of greater value than money alone can measure.I was able to realize that "I am a good person," and I was reminded that no matter what people around me say, if it is worth it to me, I should be proud of it.
Well, let's work harder and harder!
